Behind these hazel eyes…
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I use to stand so tall, I use to be so strong
Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong
now i can’t breathe, now i can’t see
i barely had it all
here i am once again, i’m torn into pieces
can’t deny it, can’t pretend, just thought you were the one
broken up deep inside
Cause you won’t get to see the tears ive cried
behind these hazel eyes
i told you everything, open up and let you in
you make me feel alright, for once in my life
now all that’s left of me, is what i pretend to be
so together but so broken up inside
now i can’t breathe, now ican’t sleep
i barely had it all
swallow me and spit me out
for hating you i blame myself
seeing you it kills me now
no i don’t i cry on the outside anymore…
Uncategorized | Comment (0)My sis’s wedding…
Today, my sister is getting married… the thought joys me… because i know that she will bee happy as her future husband loves her dearly and deeply.. love is a nice thing, true, but only if u found the right person… i pray that my sis will be happy for the rest of her life.. if the guy do anything to hurt her, ill make sure i will take the matter in my own hand, no matter what it will cost. he will pay if he hurt my sister…
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skarang ni sudah ada habit baru sy ni… sudah sgt suke karaoke le…. when i was in penang, i sing everyday, but in the mess of course. now in KL, the mess doesn’t have that kind of facilities, have to go out and sing. so leceh, but ok la… as for my previous life, i think everything have sorted out to be okay in the end.. him n me remain friends, which is very good, because i will feel very awkward if i bump into him one day if we’re still on not-speaking term.
ok, untill next time..
Uncategorized | Comments (3)Recruitment… interesting…
nothing else to do today… this week will be the final rest and leisure week… next week will be the next recruitment for serial 166 and 28… I’m very thankful to have been posted here, in the recruiting team. You get to meet different kinds of people everyday. Actually, it’s the parents that were really into this recruitment thing. the actual candidate just came for the ride. so i thought. The parents put a lot of hope on their children, hoping they will be accepted to serve in the Malaysia Armed Forces. It really is the best choice at the moment, considering the challenges of job hunting in Malaysia nowadays. But, reality check, sometimes when the candidates doesn’t meet the requirements, the parents will come and beg, and that’s real hard. They will continue to urge and beg, but I’ve learnt not to give in to their demands. I mean, what will become of the Malaysia Army if we just accept people not based by their requirements, but based on pity, or maybe even rewards? It’s not uncommon in certain countries, so who knows, one day they do it here? It’ll be bribing, won’t it? But all in all, it depends on you. It is you who decide, so whatever the decision, you have to live with it. That’s it.
To all youngsters out there, aged 18 to 23, if you’re still looking for a job, look up in the newspaper on 1st and 2nd Nov to see the advertisement on the job offer to serve in the Malaysia Army. (Now, this is advertising…) see ya’ll!!!
Uncategorized | Comment (1)I think i’m ok now…
Come to think about it, there is no one in this world who never got through out of a break ups before… therefore, it’s no big deal, right? I mean, should you be a sorry sob because someone cheats on you? So what? There’s still many fish in the sea. That’s just a sign saying that you are not meant for that person. It’s just an exercise for you to understand more about life and all the people that inhibits it. No big deal. Life has to go on. No matter what. What is important is to make other people happy. A good deed never hurts anybody. If you do an act of kindness to others, it will return back to you. So, being single is not an excuse for you to be mean to other person just because they thought you might be hurt from the pain you’re feeling. Yes, I admit it does hurt, but then, that’s what humans do. They must experience these emotions in order for them to feel humane. If not, we might as well be robots…. as for me, I don’t hold any grudge or planning any revenge to the one that broke my heart, but to me, he’s my pal. my friend. The one I know and befriend before we got hitched. That’s all. No more and no less. I’ve deleted all the memories I had with him, and reverse back to the times when we were just friends. And I’m planning to keep it that way…
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