alone again.. haha…

Well boys and girls, i guess perhaps i was destined to be alone for the rest of my life. Nothing really worked out. I guess that perhaps this is the best possible way for everyone. I think there is something wrong with me.. maybe i’m not meant to be around people.. or perhaps i just suck.

I always thougth that my life would be like a fairy tale. A handsome prince that swept me off my feet, life happily ever after and stuff. But I have to admit, that those are FAIRYTALES. Not in real life it would happen.

I really felt so deeply guilty bout what happened last week. Well, it is my fault I guess. But nontheless, … well, I don’t know.. I’m not sure bout anything these days. Sometimes, just sometimes, I wished that something will end me from all this. Like, when I was suspected of brain tumor, I secretly wished that it was true. Cause smetimes I can’t bear to live like this, while I still long for ‘em, but alas, new fresh meats he have. So, I ask you, what should I do? How can I endure all the pain? Does anyone have the remedy for my problem?

Does anyone have any cure to my pain? How can I REALLY forget someone? I had no idea it would be this TOUGH.. seriously, I need some medication for all this.. I really can’t stand it anymore.. Please.

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